M wondering...

M wondering
What's holding me,
Is it the fear to loose it all,
Or is it the trust I have in me,
M wondering
Why the time isn't what it should be,
Why M perplexed by the strength in me,
M wondering
The whole idea of freedom is seen differently,
And the opinions are made on self-sustainability,
M wondering
When everything will be perfect
And free of dilemmas,
When the course is set-
And I'll see destination at a glance,
Coz its worth is most when you get it last,
After all the turmoils and hunger fasts;
Its all been set to prove the truth,
The BAD time does not always lasts...

A New Life...

Its a beginning of new life,
New hope, new wish, new day,
New smile, new cry, new laugh,
But each day doesn't seem enough.

Things will be according to his wish,
And decisions will be taken on his basis,
Each moment spent with him wouldn't be less than a bliss,
And you can not easily compile it in a thesis!

The day will soon come when he'll be young,
Young enough to get himself sprung, 
Times will be likely when he won't listen,
And even would throw tantrums to threaten, 
But one thing you should always keep in mind,
Even he can't deny that he is your child,
Whatever he does is out of innocence, 
Whatever you'll do should be out of common sense...

Chahat

एक भवरे की चाहत है किसी फूल को चूम ले,
एक फूल की चाहत है हवा में खुशबू बिखेर दे,
एक खुशबू की चाहत है रहे सदा ताज़ा जैसे आपकी साँसे हो मेरी जिस्म में,
एक रूह की चाहत है मिले किसी हमदर्द से जैसे अपना हो कोई....


चाहत तो है पर इंतज़ार नहीं होता,
क्या करू की इस दिल पे इख्तियार नहीं होता,
ऐतबार तो है तुझपे पर खुद पे ऐतबार नहीं होता,
इस कदर न की होती आशिकी तो मेरा नाम आशिको में शुमार कैसे होता .....

KHWAHISH

ख्वाबों की परछाइयों में देखो -
कितने ही अनसुलझे सवाल गुथे हैं,
सागर की लहरों में देखो -
कितनी ही असीमित प्यास भरी है,
बादलों की घटाओं में देखो -
किसके मिलने की दस्तक है,
फूलों के बहार में देखो -
किसके आने की महक है,
और एक जोगन की आँखों में देखो -
कितने ही दर्द समेटे है...
उसके सवाल, उसकी प्यास, मिलने की दस्तक, किसीकी आहट,
कभी न पूरी हो सकने वाली चाहत...
बस एक आस की वो सपने सच होंगे,
इस धरती और आकाश की तरह वो भी कही मिलेंगे...

The Light...

When I walk down my memory lane,
I find few people who weren't so lame,
They loved, cared and even protected,
But never got to know if I was dejected,
Soon I realized it was all superficial,
And they didn't understood my denial


I was all alone as I am now,
I want to make things right but don't know how,
I think - I think too much - but that isn't the key,
I stare at moon in the hours wee,
I don't want to go along as the things are,
But as I move further; the light seems far,
Wonder where this tunnel would end,
And when my life takes a positive bend...